I’m pretty sure I’m not bipolar….

I have a job!  I can’t believe I have a job!  I really can’t believe it.  Oddly enough, today is the official first day of my job.  Before I was considered a temp/consultant, but today is the day I’m officially an employee.  Todays was also the toughest day I had at my job so far.  I had to do this thing, what it is isn’t really all that important, and I don’t know.  I honestly can’t tell if I really did mess it up or something, but I certainly can’t shake the feeling that I had a part in that mess.  It was outright stressfull.  I got through it though, and I’m fairly certain I came out of it OK.  I hope.  Who knows what’s going through their minds though.  By the end of the work day, around 4:30 PM or so, I was dead tired.  Being stressed out for about an hour continuously was not pleasant.  Also, I’ve got quite a bit of paperwork to fill out for my employment.  When I saw that, I just wanted to go to sleep.  Oh well, whatever.  I’ll fill it out tomorrow.  Can’t believe I’m 27 now.  I still can’t shake the feeling that I’m still just a kid inside though.  Everyone around me looks more adult than me, and yet supposively, I’m one of them.  A bona fide adult.  When is that going to wear off?  Seriously?  Unless I’m better off not feeling like an adult?  Oh well.  One day, I’ll look back and realized that I never grew up.  Only older.  Let’s see what else is going on in my life.  Oh yeah, Lemon’s finally going back to London.  Took’em long enought to ship him back there.  He was supposed to go last month!  Like exactly last month!  Kept me on the edge of my seat wondering when he was going.  When he comes back, he better have an English accent.  It’d be cool to have a friend with an English accent.  Oh well.  Anyways, another birthday another year.  I can’t believe this one’s been this exciting.  The last one was fairly crappy.  What with all the death and all that.  Seriously wasn’t fun!  This year’s been pretty good so far.  Let’s see where it takes me.  Hopefully into an arms of a woman.  That’d be great.

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